20 May

Hare Krishna
woke up at 3.50 am, thanks to bhakta murgai to awaken me by calling me,
than as usual started net, which i m doing since 3 weeks, n not supposed to do, it shows i have least interest in Krishna naam japa n not at all in mangal arti, it fails the whole purpose of awakening early in Bhram Mahurat, which is meant to remember Krishna, n i do all sort of nonsense except remembering n serving Krishna
3.50-4.50 am= 1 hr net
4.50- 6 am = did arti, japa,
6- 7 am = news paper, jal seva, japa,
7-11 am = japa, 15 mins cleaning seva,
11 am = prasadam,
11.40 - 3.30 pm = inattentive japa, prajalp,
3.30 - 5.30 pm = sleep,
5.30 - 8 pm = inattentive japa, finished 16 + 9 mala till yet,
7.50 pm = 1 Hr net,
8.40- 10 pm = 40 mins seva, n prasadam at 9.20 pm,
10 - 10.45 = net blogger,
11 pm to bed, sleep 11.20 pm, worse day,
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Woke up at = 3.50 am
जप =26 माला started at 6 am, finished at 12 pm.
योगा ex = no.
आरती = at 6 am,
प्रसादम =11.30 am, 9.20 pm,
day sleep =2 hrs
सेवा = 40 mins, + 40 mins,
Spiritual Reading = स्वाध्याय = 0
श्रवण = listened चैतन्य लीला = 0
internet =1 hr + 50 mins + 50 mins = 2.40 hr ( orkut, facebook, gmail, blogger)
प्रजल्प = 3 hrs + 2 hr.
to bed at = 11 pm
Total sleep =11.20 pm
etc = suffered headache in noon n evening, inattentive japa, its worse Day