25/4/2010

Hare Krishna

all glories to srila prabhupada

Ekadasi Day,

mataji n pitaji is gone to didi home, will return 0n 28,
thus i did poja it took 2 hrs, which usually performed by mom,

n i didnt completed my rounds did only 14, instead of 25, that also at end of day, at 11 pm - 1.15 am than gone to bed

wasted time in TV - for 2 hrs,
watched after long time at least 3-4 months,

when u r alone than u misuse freedom,
no one to check u, more over no fear to lose name , fame becoz no one watch u, wat ever u did,
thus in kali yug its recommended to live together in ashram n do sankirtan,
dont live in solitary place in name of nirjan bhajan, bhakti , dhayan, result will
not b gud,


n net 2-3 hrs on net,
these days wasting lot of time on orkut, facebook,
2-3 -4 hrs,

listened 2-3 hrs Chaitanya Charitamrut, its nectar,
i enjoy more in listening than reading,

i woke up at 5 am listened Gaur lila,
early morning suffering indigestion problem, becoz ate 3 times last day, n also cup of tea,
tea is not allowed to bhakts,
i usually dont drink, rarely once in month / avg, but yesterday i took,
on the plea that it help,
i must start yoga, while listening krsna katha,
not doing any ex, n physical work, since long .

we have to suffer in material world,
so better do tapasya, voluntarily take inconvenience , sufferings in
serving vaishnavs n Krsna,
than no more material sufferings,

no house work today,
its gud that i didnt slept in noon,
i must b disciplined in daily routine, must match temple timings,
which i was not doing since i returned frm temple, 2006
late to slp late to rise, also noon slp, no schedule, big mess ,
also slp 8+ hrs,

i must bring it to max 6 hrs,

total sleep = (4 am - 5 am ) 1+ (1.15am -4am) 3= 4 hrs.
wake up 5 am
to bed 1.15 am
Rounds = 11.
Spiritual Reading = Swadhaya =0,
did poja,
shravan listened Chaitanya lila - 2 hr.
internet 3 hrs.
prasadam 1 n 9 pm